Fucking Up

I don't know but for some fucked up reason I'm starting to go insane. I'm not my usual self, I should be caring more and being there more often for my friends and basically everyone that cares about me. Sadly thats not the case...

Sometimes the best way to express yourself is through lyrics.

New Found Glory: "Everything that could have went wrong, went wrong this year. Nothing recently has made me want stand up and cheer"

Rise Against: "Now all my friends are gone, maybe we've outgrown all the things we once loved"

"I brought down the sky for you and all you did was shrug, you gave my emptiness a name"

The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus: "I know I'll be okay, though my skies are turning grey"

Five Finger Death Punch: "I'm so fed up with everyone around me

(No one seems to care)
I'm just so far gone and nothing's gonna change
(I'll never be the same)

It's always do this, do that,
Everything they want to
I don't want to live that way
(No)
Every chance they get they're always
Pushin me away

[Chorus:]
It's never enough
No it's never enough
No matter what I say

It's never enough
No it's never enough
I'll never be what you want me to be

It's all so messed up and no one ever listens
(Everyone's deranged)
I'm just so fucked up and I'm never gonna change
(Wanna lay it all to waste)

They're always say this, say that,
Nothing that you want to
I don't want to live that way
Every chance they get they're always
Shovin me aside

In the end we're all just chalklines on the concrete
Drawn only to be washed away
For the time that I've been given
I am what I am

I'd rather hate you
For everything you are
Than ever love you
For something you are not

I'd rather you hate me
For everything I am
Than have you love me
For something that I can't."

I'll be fine and I'll strive on, it's just fucked up