Dependence

Hey, putting in another entry today.

I just got to thinking the other day, there is too much dependence in this world. Whether it be the system, intoxicants and even people.

I awoke one day to find that I had settled down and had a comfortable life, wonderful friends and not a care in the world. It was a good feeling but I depended on my friends too much, my family and even my teachers. If I was ever alone in this world I would only have my pride to keep me going.

It disgusts me that I couldn't provide for myself or anyone else without relying on some sort of help. We, all of us as people, we haven't properly felt alive in our whole life. Everything is offered or provided for us, be it entertainment, food and enjoyment.

I have to learn how to feel alive once again. Without relying on anything but my will alone. So if everything fails around me, I can stand up and help those who can't help themselves. I'll become what most people have forgotten, truly independent.