Understanding

Okay well, my biggest problem is that I want to understand, really know something before I jump into anything. I find it a lot easier to handle everything if I just knew or understood better. Sadly this causes me to over think and really, just mess everything up. I believe that's our biggest problems as human beings. We tend to over think all the little things and just end up making it harder on ourselves.

Anyway, I don't get a lot of girls. Like quite literally I just don't understand them sometimes. I've been, for the past few weeks, saying to myself that I have had enough of women. This is because I find it easier to stay away and not think about how lonely I am and how much I would give just to have someone there. In a way I've been running away because it makes it easier to handle than face up to the problem, which for me is women.

I don't understand how you can make someone smile, show that you care and genuinely be there for them and sometimes, you still get shot down. How you know you could be the perfect guy for someone yet they still don't accept you for it.

For me at least, I need someone I can just be happy with and someone that's just happy to be with me to. Its just hard sometimes looking or waiting for that someone because it eats at you and sometimes happiness just isn't enough for them. Why?...